I'll try not to go on, but this page is an attempt to explain what I get out of this, as this is a question I have often been asked.

Basically as a transvestite I am always trying to look and feel as feminine as possible. To get to the stage where I am now very happy and comfortable with who I am, and how I look, has been a long and gradual process. But like any other woman I love trying out new looks and styles and hope this development will continue for many more years to come.

I will never forget the nervous exhilaration of my first few excursions as Rachel. Since then practice and experience have undoubtedly bred confidence. Despite being taller than the average woman and not having a feminine voice I remain pleasantly surprised by what I seem to get away with. I know that I do not 'pass' all of the time but nobody has yet caused a fuss (touch wood!). Perhaps attitudes are changing and more people now respect the effort and courage taken by trannies when out in public.

I still love the apprehensive 'buzz' that always comes from going out in public. The difference is that now I am able to relax and enjoy experiences like shopping, eating out, going to pubs, clubs or the cinema and of course, BDSM events!

One of the things that enables me to feel most feminine is the act of dominating a male submissive. There is an undeniable sexual charge that comes from having a man willingly place himself under my control and to feel that for a short while at least, I am the absolute centre of his attention. His adoration and submission are direct responses to Mistress Rachel's femininity and dominance. How do you think this makes me feel.....?